Title:All or Nothing At All
Character: Tezuka Kunimitsu, Ueda Rie (OC)
Rating: T
Words: 704
Genre: Romance
Summary: Tezuka thought of the things occurred on his life.
Status: Complete
Note: First attempt to write on Tezuka's POV. Geh...
Disclaimer: I own the plot only.
The thought of word love never crossed Tezuka Kunimitsu's
mind. At least back then, when his mind was filled with tennis, tennis and
tennis. And academic stuffs. And student council duty.
His mind already full enough. There was no room for love,
or what it called. Tennis is his life, and forever will be. Doing his duty
whole-heartedly is the first priority. Tezuka Kunimitsu lived his life by his
laws -where other people saw it as merely robotic life- until that warmth began
to sneak silently inside his heart.
"My name is
Ueda Rie, student council secretary. I hope we can work together from now
on."
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He always done all things alone. It was much easier, and
you didn't have to think about other things. It made him easier to focus and
concentrate on important task.
"Ueda-san,
what are you doing?"
"Accompanying
you on greeting the student?" He saw her smiling sheepishly. "I think
I need to know the students too. And assisting setokaichou-san, it's one of the
secretary's work, right?"
He just sighed on her presence. What he didn't realize
that time was, sometimes together is better than alone.
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He never thought that touching other person's fingers can
sent a series of tingling feelings to his heart. What was a normal one,
continued to beat faster and faster in irregular rhythm as the girl interlaced
her fingers with him.
He didn't understand why, instead of pulling away, he
caressed the soft fingers slowly, as if he afraid it will be broken. Wondering
how with just a touch, it can made his life full of lights.
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"....Germany?"
He nodded as
response to the girl. He saw it, how her eyes displayed many emotions: from
surprised, shocked, to hurt and she managed to change her gaze to a normal one
in just a second.
"For
tennis?"
Once again, he
nodded at her question. Silence were hung in the air, as he saw the girl broke
into a smile, yet it looked so painful. "Please do your best."
And he never knew that saying goodbye was actually this
painful.
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“Good morning.”
“Guten morgen.”
“How are you?”
“Wie geht es Ihnen?”
“Very well, thanks.”
“Danke, gut.”
“I would love to see you.”
He was an intelligent person to begin with, that's easy
for him to read the meaning behind everything. He knew.
“Ich möchte gern Dich sehen”
“You are dear to me.”
He stopped for a while. His brown orbs catch the glimpse
of a certain pink-haired girl sulked herself lower beneath the Germany
Conversation book. A part of him wanted to smile; he felt so warm. Maybe that
was how you feel when you got a certain feelings that a person you treasure
actually holding you in their heart dearly.
“Sei mir lieb.”
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"Ueda
Rie."
How long has it going when he finally speak that magical
name? Four years? Five? Or more? It wasn't his custom to count out the time,
but what surprised him was saying her name was like a double-edged sword. It
was sweet yet bitter at the same time. Especially when he looked at the scene
in front of him, displaying her in such a broken state.
Did he regret leaving her? He never regret choose tennis,
honestly. But what was the itchy feeling lingered on his heart and began to get
wider and wider as the warm girl he once knew, now turning her back against
him?
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‘I want you.’
‘I know.’
‘I have always
waited for you.’
'I know.’
Tezuka Kunimitsu knows everything. What keeping him in
his track was his fear. It was funny,
how a person like him actually can feel the fear. And he never thought that his
biggest fear is to lose her.
His source of warmth.
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People said, you will never able to turn back, when
you've stepped in the altar with the person you choose to be with for the rest
of your life.
What Tezuka Kunimitsu know is, she always be in
everywhere. In his mind. In his heart. Even when he turned his back, she still
there, giving him the support and warmth, from the first time they met until
now. And ever.
"I do."
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